"Do not tighten your throat with fear, take sips of breath day and night before death shuts your mouth."

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Getting slim: 64 63 62 61 60 59 58 57 56 55 54 (kg)
February 20th
09:05
Me with my best friend’s new baby

Me with my best friend’s new baby

February 12th
14:36
January 5th
18:59
January 2nd
13:31
As we don’t have our road bikes here in France we decided to borrow the ‘mountain’ bikes that are kept here at Ben’s mum’s house. Up a mountain road, down and back up - 1.5 hours of climbing, pretty good going. We then decided to go OFF-ROAD…. Down a steep dirt track and of course I fall off and end up looking like THIS.

As we don’t have our road bikes here in France we decided to borrow the ‘mountain’ bikes that are kept here at Ben’s mum’s house. Up a mountain road, down and back up - 1.5 hours of climbing, pretty good going. We then decided to go OFF-ROAD…. Down a steep dirt track and of course I fall off and end up looking like THIS.

January 1st
20:55
Me, on NYE

Me, on NYE

17:27

I will never have ‘skinny’ legs

But that’s ok! It’s not my shape. However, I CAN slim down overall quite a bit and tone up.

I can’t believe I let it get this bad! Here’s to making a real change in the next few months.

This is also my first attempt at a gif so I apologise for the amataeur quality.

15:19

Ahh just back from a run

Probably the first January 1st I’ve not been hungover well obvs apart from when I was too young to drink

Drank a couple glasses of wine and lots of fruit juice

Run was amazing; I’m not at my fittest but my lungs feel opened up, I feel awake and alive

HELLO 2012

Starting photo! Me today at 138 lbs.

(I think - haven’t weighed myself in over a week - I hope 137)

Targeting 120 lbs by 20th April!
December 31st
09:20

We went to visit Ben’s cousin in a tiny village near to his mum’s house in France. His wife has got a Polaroid and she let us play with it. I’m in love! 

December 26th
10:19
Me and my beany-bop.

Me and my beany-bop.

December 25th
15:46

Christmas Day ride!

15:44
Getting ready to try out the SPDs I got for Christmas. I know I look properly chunky and I’ve been in denial for ages about how much weight I have put on so here I am clad in lycra at 63kg (138lbs). FACING THE TRUTH lol.
Here’s to riding more and eating better. I need a kick up the arse to get back to 55 kilos. (120lbs).

Getting ready to try out the SPDs I got for Christmas. I know I look properly chunky and I’ve been in denial for ages about how much weight I have put on so here I am clad in lycra at 63kg (138lbs). FACING THE TRUTH lol.

Here’s to riding more and eating better. I need a kick up the arse to get back to 55 kilos. (120lbs).

November 23rd
14:15

I can’t shake this feeling

Like my stomach is full of rocks

I know we need more time for our relationship but I have no idea if it is ok right now or not?

I mean, it is from my end

I am so in love with you

More than ever

November 22nd
13:02

I am going to do the un-doable

Yes, that’s right, LOSE WEIGHT OVER CHRISTMAS!

My boyfriend and I have decided to have a ‘fit Christmas’ and are taking our bikes to his parents’ for Christmas.

I aim to lose 6lbs by December 25th and then a further 5 by January 31st. After that I’ll take it really slowly and aim to lose the final 5lbs over the 5 weeks to March 11th 2012. I am sick of not fitting into my clothes and I have tummy overhang for the first time in my life!

September 19th
10:48
Via
September 11th
10:56
Me and my baby sleeping

Me and my baby sleeping