"Do not tighten your throat with fear, take sips of breath day and night before death shuts your mouth."

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Getting slim: 64 63 62 61 60 59 58 57 56 55 54 (kg)
December 31st
09:20

We went to visit Ben’s cousin in a tiny village near to his mum’s house in France. His wife has got a Polaroid and she let us play with it. I’m in love! 

December 25th
15:46

Christmas Day ride!

November 23rd
14:15

I can’t shake this feeling

Like my stomach is full of rocks

I know we need more time for our relationship but I have no idea if it is ok right now or not?

I mean, it is from my end

I am so in love with you

More than ever

November 22nd
13:02

I am going to do the un-doable

Yes, that’s right, LOSE WEIGHT OVER CHRISTMAS!

My boyfriend and I have decided to have a ‘fit Christmas’ and are taking our bikes to his parents’ for Christmas.

I aim to lose 6lbs by December 25th and then a further 5 by January 31st. After that I’ll take it really slowly and aim to lose the final 5lbs over the 5 weeks to March 11th 2012. I am sick of not fitting into my clothes and I have tummy overhang for the first time in my life!

September 21st
13:31

I miss my boyfriend so much

He’s only gone to Belgium for work for 1 night but I just am overcome with this feeling

He is just so lovely

and gorgeous

I want to squeeze him and squeeze him and squeeze him

I’m so happy we live together

August 3rd
09:43

Anniversary dinner 

August 2nd
07:33

Happy anniversary to my wonderful boyfriend

Je t’aime 

July 10th
09:32
I love him so much

I love him so much

July 8th
11:58
This means you Ben my darling

This means you Ben my darling

June 28th
23:08
My boyfriend lookin seriously hot

My boyfriend lookin seriously hot

June 17th
09:50
This is the shit that I have to deal with
Lol jk I love him really

This is the shit that I have to deal with

Lol jk I love him really

June 11th
20:09
June 9th
15:06
May 29th
15:24
15:17