December 2011
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getting off tumblr and going to get ready for the...
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changed my icon to an actual picture of me
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New Year's Resolutions 2012
Get to 120lbs by my birthday (20 April, current weight 138lbs)
Cycle to work every day (even when I have to be there at 6am)
Bring packed lunch every day (only spend £10 on coffees per week)
Go running once every weekend
Make time to read for half an hour in bed each night
Get organised seeing friends on the weekends
Come off antidepressants completely
Tackle some big ‘to do’...
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I want to do a 365 days photo thing for 2012
But I am afraid it might not be that interesting since my daily routine is
week
wake up 5.20am
cycle to work
shower
at work 7.10am to 5.30pm perhaps 20 min lunch break if lucky
cycle to daughter’s school
pick her up and walk home
7pm-8.30pm shower dinner homework bath put daughter to bed
8.30pm get clothes and lunch ready for next day
9pm sleep
weekend
bikram yoga
supermarket...
I wish I had a more interesting job sometimes
I mean, it is interesting in a technical/business way, but very high pressure and not that fun tbh
Perhaps I mean ‘more fun’
I’d like to be a photographer, or write for be the editor of a fashion magazine
I feel like that would be better for my soul and I could have a(nother) baby
Unfortunately, I need to make (a lot of) money, so those options are out the window for a long...
So I wanted to take my 'before' photo
Seeing as I’ll be losing 18lbs over the next 18 weeks
But my bf had taken the camera out with him
I then proceeded to break the zip fly on my ‘fat’ jeans
CREYZ
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“I think I’ve discovered the secret of life — you just hang around until you get...”
– Charles M. Schulz (via 77pastiches)
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So I'm going to share something personal
I’ve been on antidepressants since July 2010 (for mainly anxiety reasons, difficult circumstances, boring blah blah) and am slowly reducing the dosage. I am SO EXCITED about finally being drug-free.
I have made a lot of progress as I am now on 15mg per day (as opposed to 40 a year ago). Next month I will go down to 10, then after another month 5, then nothing.
I am so happy to have beaten...
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If you want to be sad, live in the past
If you want to be anxious, live in the future
If you want to be peaceful, live in the now
“From my rotting body, flowers shall grow, and I am in them, and that is...”
– Edvard Munch (via forestmilk)
I’ve been ill with a cold / sore throat / feverishness since 23rd December, my first day off work for the holidays! Haven’t been able to work out, or enjoy the holidays so far and its been a week now.
Really feeling sorry for myself, hope I get better before New Year’s Eve; gutted that I’m going back to work on the 5th and I’ll have been ill for most of my time off.
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I’m in the middle of nowhere in the French countryside for New Years and I got the wifi to work! SO happy. Got loads of books to read as well but I want to make the most of tumblr time as I never get the chance to go on when I’m working - even at the weekends I am generally running around like a crazy person.
I hope you all had good Christmasses!